Today, enjoy some flower photos!
Sorry, Google says I am out of my quota for storage!
Here is a quick Jugaad! I added photos on my WordPress blog: EnjoyMyPhotos here.
I am challenging myself to write a post every day for 30 days here! What is Jugaad? As per Wiki: Jugaad is a colloquial, common, popular word in India, which refers to a non-conventional, frugal innovation, often termed a "hack".[1] It could also refer to an innovative fix or a simple work-around, a solution that bends the rules, or a resource that can be used in such a way. It is also often used to signify creativity: to make existing things work, or to create new things with meager resources.
Today, enjoy some flower photos!
Sorry, Google says I am out of my quota for storage!
Here is a quick Jugaad! I added photos on my WordPress blog: EnjoyMyPhotos here.
We are in good hands. Believe it or not, there is someone, sometimes visible or sometimes with invisible hands, ready to help us, ready to take care of us. Many times we get nervous, we feel sick, we feel helpless, but we need to remember that we are in good hands.
'All is well'. Rancho is a genius in 3 Idiots. In difficult, challenging situations, he keeps telling himself All is Well. Sometimes this can appear as a comedy in the movie but it is not IMHO. We have two minds- conscious and unconscious. The unconscious mind is always like on Autopilot. It is very powerful. It just listens and learns, learns really hard, and does what it has heard. It is a very obedient slave, in a sense. It doesn't ask questions. it just takes commands and does the work. It does what you tell yourself. Try telling yourself that All Is Well in difficulties. Take a pause and then take a deep breath. Then breath out as slowly as you can. When you think you are done, breath out a little more and force out all air from the lungs. Your obedient subconscious mind will start working to make things well for you. If you keep telling yourself you are sick, you are in a problem, you are worthless, and with similar negative things, the subconscious mind takes these negative commands, and acts accordingly. So, instead, talk positively with yourself. It works. Try it next time. You will find that you are in good hands, with your unconscious mind.
There are times we feel sick. Our body has some pain. However, the human body is amazing. The systems in the body immediately start fighting to bring things back to normal. These days, we find shortcuts. We resort to medicines, like Tylenol, to get rid of the pain quickly. I am not a medical expert, nor I am against it. Most of the time we think medicine 💊 is doing the trick; I believe the antibodies and the self-fixing mechanism inside the body are also working to help us. Plus, the trick is in our messaging. When we have a headache, we keep telling us that it is bad, it is going to get worse until we take a tablet. The moment you take Tylenol, your messaging changes. Now you are telling your subconscious mind that you are going to be okay soon. You start feeling that you will be well very soon, and maybe that does the real trick.
Also, look around us. The birds, animals, insects. Do they get headaches? Fever? Probably they do. I don't know. However, I know for sure that they don't take Tylenol. It is this self-correcting mechanism inside their bodies that gets them well. Or, nature hints them to do something that would help them. This is true for us too. It is in the DNA of every living being to fight the intruder, sickness, and get the body back on track. If you live life the way nature intended us to live, nature is going to take care of you.
Silly, you forgot about the creative and destructive forces in nature? They go hand in hand. When it seems that you are surrounded by destructive, negative forces, the creative positive forces are acting to get you better. When there is Shiva, Lord Brahma is also there. Lord Vishnu, with the balancing, is there too. However dark the night is, there will be light in the end.
I have heard often from different people that prayers and blessings from their guru or religious leader got them well, cured their sickness. I believe them. I think, their confidence, and belief that the prayers will work, krupa or blessings will work, does the trick. This is like telling your subconscious mind that you are going to be well soon. I think that often does the trick.
Also, help is around us. If you need help, ask for help. There is no wrong in asking for some help, as long as you are willing to help others who are in need, most other people are ready and happy to help you too. You will be surprised how most friends, family, and even strangers out there are so willing to help you when you are in need. Live and let live. Live and Help Live.
Don't forget to try this next time. Put your right hand on your heart and tell yourself that all is well.
Capitalism as an economic system alternative to forming a society has been universally accepted as the best option since the early twentieth century. No doubt capitalism has served the US and most other nations very well. Don't take me wrong and assume that I hate Capitalism when I make some points in this post. As time passes, it is becoming increasingly crooked. I mean it is turning into a form that does more bad than good to society and to the overall population. In a capitalist society, money is power, and that power can often be used to get more money, I mean more power. And when it comes to getting more money, generally, you have to directly or indirectly take it from someone else. unless you are the US Treasury or the Federal Reserve who can create money out of a vacuum ;) For all others, the money has to change pockets, these days it is more like changing bank accounts, from someone's account to your account.
Money has some rules and follows certain dynamics. It follows the law of gravity, too. More money pulls smaller money quicker. Forgive my English or grammar. In gravity, a larger object pulls the smaller object. Same way, 1 million dollars can pull another 10000 dollars much easier than a 1000 dollar can. I am trying to say that if you have $1m, you can probably easily make another $10k by lending, investing, trading, speculating, flipping, or corruption. However, with only $1000 in the pocket, you generally can't pull $10k with any of this- lending, investing, trading, speculating, flipping, or corruption. All of that is generally out of question for smaller pockets, common people. You have only a few options, to work hard, get a second job or be creative. There is one more thing that a 1 million dollar does for you to help pull more money. Lobbying. Influencing policymakers. Ability to make political donations, or influence lawmakers to have decisions and policies made in you, to your advantage. Money is power, after all, and with power, you can get things done your way. Let me get back to the main topic.
$GME and $AMC. Yesterday I was on a hike, and when I reached the top of the hill, I started checking prices. #GME was $125 and #AMC was $8. I wanted to buy some for my son who was with me, and for me, to our frustrations, Robinhood wouldn't even search on GME! They had blocked it. Then I tried MerrillEdge, but they wouldn't let me buy these stocks either. I am sure the same happened with many people who use brokerage accounts like Robinhood to invest and trade stocks. Not the case for Hedge Funds and billionaires! They don't use Robinhood or TDAmeritrade!! They have special access to trade directly, or through some institutional broker, and I am sure none of the trading restrictions applied to them!
I had clean cash in my account but I couldn't buy a stock at the right price, or when I wanted to buy it! My freedom was taken away, in the name of protecting me. This is how usually they play. They make it appear that they are doing a favor. To create some jobs, they need to have lower taxes. When you start a small business, you don't get any special treatment. If Amazon wants to set up a warehouse in your city, the city council offers a special package to the richest American, Jeff Bezos, and his 1.5 trillion dollar company.
The system (I mean the Crooked system) prevented me from making some money. However, we all know that in the #GameStop saga, #AndrewLefts and #Melvins of the world had probably all freedom to act the way they wanted. Not only that, they were allowed to sell the stocks they didn't even have!!!!! Many of us were stopped from buying at the dip by vested interests. Today also, most of us were prevented from creating new options positions! This was a #GammaSqueeze, and Options trading was the instrument for Main St to corner Wall Street. However, the Wall Street billionaires and the brokerages made the arsenal, weapon of the mass, the Main Street ineffective by not letting #Reddit and #WallSteetBets members take any new position, and that was in the name of saving the society ;)
What happened here? Big money pulled the small money into their accounts! This was a chance for the mass to punish the bad boys, but the bad boys were able to use their power/tactics, in an illegal way, and get things in their favor, even in this obvious case. Law of the Crooked Capitalism ;) Big boys were able to have a laugh at common traders, one more time.
One more odd thing: The billionaire owners of Robinhood should be prevented from using the name for their app. They are distorting the meaning implied by Robinhood, as we grew up knowing.
There are two twits that explain this crooked system effectively:
The #GameStop is always a favorite place for young gamers, for years. It is a great place to trade your old games, consoles, and buy different games. Now #GameStopStock has become the most talked-about stock (or should I say a game?) in the world. Thanks, mostly due to, the same gamers who loved GameStop stores. This time the game is playing on the Wall Street turf; not a fake game, not with fake money anymore.
The game is played for two reasons: many are playing this game because they love gaming, and GameStop, and there are people who are playing this game because they are fed up with #CrookedCapitalism and #WallStreetGreed. The majority of the youth is angry because this same greed of Wall Street Hedge Funds and professionals brought US Economy to its knees in 2009-2010 but none of the Wall-Streeter was punished! The melt-down due to #SubprimeCrisis caused a lot of pain to financial health and portfolios of retirees and most households, but Wall Street gamers (they are also gamers in a sense. The only difference is that they game the system😉) lost almost nothing. They were hurt but most came back more vigorously to play the same game again, to rob the system, to rob the ordinary people. (The last decade, since #SubprimeMeltdown, the top 1% in the USA has seen even more income and wealth compared to the bottom 99%. The income inequality is getting worse at a rapid rate!) At that time, common people, mostly youth, showed their anger with #OccupyWallStreet. I think this time, we have #OccupyWallStreet2.0. This time, the battle is fought not in Zuccotti Park in lower Manhattan with limited people present but it has now moved to online, like most other things, and there are few million people fighting the battle this time.
I am sure I don't have to teach these gamers how to play. They are winning! This time, they have cornered the #WallStreetProfessionals, in their own game! I just want to share my jugaad, 2 cents based on the last 3 decades of experience with markets, and a sort of dislike about how Capitalism has turned crooked. (See my Crooked Capitalism group on FB.)
I want to share some of my thoughts on what to do now. when the game is almost won!
**** #deepfuckingvalue. And beginning of the GME saga!! I want to bookmark this post so adding it here.
https://www.reddit.com/r/wallstreetbets/comments/d1g7x0/hey_burry_thanks_a_lot_for_jacking_up_my_cost/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share
#OccupyWallStreet initially happened in 2011. It was a call by Main Street to keep a tab on the greed of Wall Street, which brought down the economy in 2009-10. It highlighted that many people were not happy with the income equality in the society, and blamed the narrow, money-minded attitude of the Wall Street bankers. It was mostly a peaceful protest. After some time, the movement fizzled out. Now we are in #OccupyWallStreet2.0. Here, the Occupants are battling the Wall Street in their own game, and so far, the protestors are winning!
FOMO The Fear Of Missing Out is a new popular word to describe situations where investors jump on a trade impatiently, because they are afraid that if they wait, they will miss out on the opportunity!
Today, I am going to talk about opportunities that I have missed. I am not going to talk about some stocks that I wanted to buy, but I missed them. I am going to talk about positions that I was already in but closed too soon. I was in the right boat, but I jumped out too soon! I am sure I made the best decisions I could in those circumstances so I don't have anyone or anything else to blame. I take full responsibility for untimely exits. I am writing this post to share with the world that you are not alone. This happens with most of us at some time. Sometimes, we are in the flow with the market; and sometimes, I try our best but we are stuck against the flow! In this post, I am going to talk about some positions over the last year, on or after January 2020, that could have yielded excellent returns.
TVIX: This is a triple short volatility play. I was overall 400 shares long at an average price of around $67. The stock dropped to around $40 in Feb-2020. Then the COVID panic was just starting and the stock prices were going down for most companies. Only this stock, and similar bear market related stocks were going up. TVIX started going up. I closed the position at an average price of around $80-85! The stock actually touched almost $1000 over the next few weeks. During the time when almost all stocks were dropping, this one stock actually went up by around 20 times. Very frankly, I don't think I would have held this position that long. Theroricatlly, that $27k position could have, in the very best-case scenario, turned into almost 400k!
UVXY: Another triple short ETF. I was long around 5000 stocks in Jan-Feb of 2020 with an effective price of $14. I was out when the overall market started dropping but UVXY started climbing up, at an average price of $18-20. The stock peaked at $135 over a short period of 3-4 weeks!
NIO: Just when NIO started going up from the $2 level, I was long around 25000 stocks at an average price of $3! I sold all of them for under $8 by June 2020 end! After 6 months, since my exit, NIO is at $60 today! Had I held on to it that full position, I would have... lol, it really doesn't matter. I started trading NIO to make around 100k and once I had it, I happily called a quit. Actually, for NIO, I have recorded all of my traders here on a Google Spreadsheet. Check out if you are interested to peek into my trading!
PLUG: Had around 20000 stocks with the purchase price of around $2-3. I sold them all below $10! Today the stock is at around $70! (At one time, I did a quick trade of 30k more stocks so at the peak I had 50k position in this stock!)
These are some of the situations which can leave anyone scratching his head! Don't think I am too smart or successful. Here I was just showing some positions that resulted in tremendous profit potential, that actually had the potential to make a lot of money for me but I jumped ships too quickly....Let me be very frank, I lost a good deal of money during COVID panic, and then when the market was going up. I didn't think the market would go up this high and Tesla would touch $4500 split-adjusted price as of last week. I traded more short than long and that caused me a good deal of pain. My 2020 was actually painful. Please, by reading about my positions in this post, don't think I am super successful, or smart. Like most others, I have good days and bad days.
Here are some other recent trades.
GEVO: Knew nothing about this stock or company but at one point I was depressed. My picks were not moving as intended so just listened to my brother-in-law. Bought 20000 stocks at around $1.30. Sold them around $2! My brother-in-law was very bullish. Wish I had stayed longer with him! Today, within 2 months period, GEVO is trading at $13! (And my brother-in-law is minting money in his positions in GEVO ;) )
AMC: A friend told me towards the end of 2020 that he liked AMC so just to keep the stock on my radar, I bought 1000 stocks at $2.21. I thought I would buy more if and when the stock starts going up! In the last 3 days, it is going up and has gone up by almost 400%. Unfortunately, I couldn't buy more!
GME: One recent very interesting example. Last Thursday, a friend sent a message on WhatsApp that he is shorting GME- Gamestop. I never followed that stock and didn't know much about it! Checking news, I found a lot of posts/news articles about Citron fund manager, Andrew Left, who was saying why Gamestop stock was overpriced, was about to crash, and why GME was a great short play. Maybe that is why my friend was interested in shorting it! To me, it seemed that Andrew Left, and other Andrews like him, were struck, and they needed us also to short the stock so they can actually make the stock go down! Normally, greedy hedge-fund managers never tell anyone what they are buying or shorting; it is a very secretive business. Only when they want you and me to also buy or sell, so they can have prices go higher or lower, they will share such investment ideas publicly ;) Anyway, so at the market open last Friday, I bought 200 stocks at $42.70. Then I put a limit to sell at $46.50 and went for my daily hike. The position got closed within an hour or so. Then the stock touched a high of $70 the same day and closed around $60. The next day, on Monday, which was yesterday, the stock touched a high of $155 and closed around $80! Today, in the aftermarket, it is trading at $210! LOL, wouldn't you also like to hit your head against the wall to have missed an opportunity to make 500-600% return over 3 trading days! Well, I didn't know much about GME and I was quite happy with my 10% return within an hour! I am sad now because I coulda woulda shoulda LOL This is market ;) Sometimes, things go your way and sometimes they go against you. Don't confuse wins with brains. Many times, it is just that nature's positive force is with you and you are winning, and other times, the negative force is around you and you keep missing out. FOMO- it is real, and it is there in everyone. If you just go ahead and act because of FOMO, most of the time, you would end up losing IMO. The current bull run and exuberance is exceptional and is not going to last too long IMO It is just a matter of time. However, when the party is going on, just enjoy it. Don't worry much. There is only one truth in life: We came in this world empty-handed and will be leaving empty-handed. Whatever in between the entry and exit we can enjoy or experience, just do that with a gamer's spirit. If you win, don't think you are too smart. If you lose, slow down but do not stop. The wind is going to change in your favor one day. Stay humble at the peak and stay positive at difficult times. Nature's two forces are always there and that can make you feel like being on the top of Everest, and at times, make you feel like in a deep ocean.
Wealth Inequality- Same Story. The top 5% has taken 75% of the growth in household wealth. The bottom 60% population, it has actually gone down.
Sometimes, markets come into a state where there seem to be only good things around. Prices just seem to go up. Good news or even any sort of news moves a stock higher. Bad news gets ignored. Every day, you find stock prices going up. What causes the party to end?
Same Jugaad - the forces of creation and destructions: I often refer to the simultaneous existence of the forces of creations and destructions in my posts. The same forces are here also at play. There are cycles everywhere, and stock markets are one perfect example. What goes up, comes down. Forces that push stock prices higher are accompanied by negative/destructive forces all the time. However, at times one force is so prevalent, dominating that the opposite force is invisible, and seems like it is almost non-existent. When only good things seem to be going on, in some corner or somewhere the bad/negative force is just becoming stronger to strike at some point. Every positive force, there is some negative force. Nature (and here markets) exhibit the same. When things are going well, suddenly something unexpected can happen from nowhere, just to act as a brake.
Here are some of the 'destructive' forces that keep getting active as stock prices keep hitting stratospheric heights.
I go on a local hike almost every morning. It is a 650 feet climb over .5-.7 miles. Last few days, I see one beautiful hummingbird on the top of one dry plant. Hummingbirds are very agile and almost make it impossible to capture them with a cell phone! Still, I try most of the days. One day, I took a camera and took some photos. Please enjoy the pictures of my new friend I look forward to seeing most mornings during this #COVID #Lockdown. It also seems to be observing #SocialDistancing
Photos with a camera.
Here are photos from my cell phone on various days.
The first one was on Dec 31, 2020! The last day of 2020- the notorious year. This bird also signifies a new beginning, the promising 2021!
A really busy day! I missed posting yesterday so I am doing it today!
I am in a refinance process for my home. Yesterday, the underwriters were working on my file and before starting the final processing, they asked me to unfreeze my credit with TransFusion. I did and in half an hour, the new documents from the lending company came with a credit score below 700 when I had it above 800 for the last many years. What a shock! I thought they had pulled someone else's credit report!!
They sent me a screenshot of some collection company posting one unpaid bill of $95 (to which they had added interest of $23! Who says we are in the world of low interest rates? LOL, the rates are low on your savings and deposits with the bank, and oh, yah, also on refinance ;) but the rates are still high on pay-day loans and credit card debts which are mostly used by poor or lower middle class. The interest the collection agency charged was for two months so the rate is probably more than 200%!!).
After some checking, I found that there was a bill from my healthcare provider. Actually, after one year, they had sent a bill to me saying that my son had no insurance during one particular visit. He has been fully insured since birth/ We had health insurance at that time so I replied to the provider with the proof of Insurance card with validity dates and also policy info. After that, the provider sent reminders and I ignored them. That was my mistake that I didn't call to follow up on them when they arrived. Then around the Nov-Dec period, when I was paying some copayment amounts on my and my wife's accounts, I inquired about the balance in my son's account. They said there was no due! I assumed they settled with the insurance. Yesterday, I found that they had sold it to some collection agency which then posted it on my credit report. I immediately paid the amount to the collection agency. (I added $2 more in my payment in case if they have some more interest accrued!). Took around 3-4 hours of time on calling the collection agency, the lender, and the credit reporting company. In the end, the lady from the insurance told me that the item was dropped from my account. Not sure how it got dropped but it was pleasing to listen to it.
The most striking timing in this episode was that the credit report posted the item on my credit file yesterday only! The day when I need the report to pull out the score which is 800 plus for the last 15 or so years! One day, few hours, that just robbed me of my afternoon. Still, there is a bit of uncertainty until I hear from the lender that all is well.
Whatever way we plan, live or intend, there are uncertainties in life. They just happen we want them or not, and sometimes, the timing can be so weird it can beat all odds and laws of statistics and probabilities.
Enjoy your weekend.
My 14 years old son somehow got interested in having a gaming computer. Maybe he was getting bored with Xbox. He came to me with the idea of building a computer together. I had built my last two desktops over the last 14 years so I agreed with the idea. I thought this could be a good learning exercise for him to know computers.
We both entered in this new project without being aware of our different mindsets! Some interesting contrasts.